Perhaps many will be having question marks on their head and questioning like what had happened to the both of us. Love story that have turn from sweet to sour and now beginning to stale. It's the holy month of ramadhan and tonight i felt that my heart is aching and breaking again just like what i'd been through the last 2 years of ramadhan. My heart was really aching and now it's shattering even more. I'm so much in a confused state. All i need is for you to alter all the details and make it right. It's not going to only benefit you or even me but it's for us.The best of us. I wouldn't wanna ask for much but just fulfill your duty as a boyfriend. Someone who is able to not only be a boyfriend but also a friend, a listener and someone who can support me and do things that normal couples would do. Sometimes i wish i could take silly photos together with you, joke around and have that never ending laughs, bitch around like bestfriends and love each other like how we have always wanted to be loved.
I'm praying hard to Allah and hoping for things to change and make it a better one. If not and if we are really not meant to be i hope Allah release both of our hearts and let them rest in peace without having to suffer so much of pain.And i hate to lose you even as a friend but i know you wouldn't wanna face me and wanna disappear from my life if we are not meant to be. Last but not least,I love you and i still do.
Mornight.
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