1,2,3,4,5,6,7... It's the Eighth

26.02.12, 8 months of an incredible journey with you.May this relationship lasts and may Allah bless this relationship and our love ones,never stop praying for us. Insyallah......

"I want the whole damn world to knowsure as the wind blowscarry the message, far as it can goMan i'm in lovesummer time or winter's coldnothing that can hold back this feelingtrue love in which we're dealing baby......"

She's got you high...

"And we'll lose track of all the time,It's funny how it begins and honey,

let's just fall in love again..."

Have you ever wondered or even foresee what could actually happened to us if we didn't met that 15th March 2010? That particular day. That scrupulous evening nightlife. A history which opened up a new chapter of two hearts,now beating as one. The same insane rhythm which leads to us falling in love. A chapter full of thrills,adventures,hardships,tolerance and sacrifices. A love story which paused me with undivided love,care and concern. Filled with eternal bliss and an overwhelming happiness. A mental picture overflowed with scenes which i never thought it became a reality. A total stranger whom i didn't even knew his existence. A person,whom i never knew i needed. A man,whom counterbalance the spaces in my chasmal heart. That brave boy who saved me from being known as the weakest woman alive on earth. I believe God bring us together for a purpose in life. I've always believed in that.

"And if a double-decker bus,crashes into us,to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die....."

Never too far away...

"When you love someone so deeply,they become your life.Now I understand to hold you I must open up my hands an watch you rise"

It was an overwhelming crucify nightmare that i wasn't expecting.A nightmare which dampens my mood and i felt the punch which pierced through my heart.I thought it wasn't going to impact me that much but it actually did.Maybe due to my past reasons.Like a motto in life, "A nightmare that never ends but always continues in a cycle." I was all torn up and was emotionally disturbed.Imagining the worst overcomes and expecting unexpected news.Still in a horrified state but trying all ways to keep calm and accepting the reality.In a snap,my life became an outrageous unmagical fairytale.Perhaps at that shocking moment.Venting all my feelings,cooped up in my room,lying helplessly on my bed,not having my daily diets,feeling bitter and listening to Mariah Carey songs which made me broke down listening to every single of it.Full of confusion but tried so hard to overcome it.At the end of it,these lines saying "Everything happens for a reason" is always reminding me that all humans are not perfect.And people do make mistakes and that of course doesn't exclude me.My love for him never change a single bit despite whatever that had happened.To give him the other chance and forgiving him was a challenge but i believe he deserves another chance.Another chance to prove me and people wrong.Another chance to mend his ways and to step up in our relationship.This is a good lesson learnt for me and him.

"Abdul Hakim Abdul Razak, I,Nur Syarafina Md Shahreen forgave you wholeheartedly and will never bear any grudges and i hope you will hold on to the pact made."And i miss you...So very much.